I was invited once to a friend’s house and was told to bring my other friend along. When we got to the house I noticed different groups Swimming in the indoor pool, and many other friends doing different things. I joined a group laughing and chatting and speaking about their favourite actors and actresses. I suddenly realized that i had left my friend that came with me alone and went to check on him. He was sobbing and hiccupping from sadness. I felt like it was my fault that i left him, and that i deserved to be treated this way. And so i was; the week after that, on a friday. The same scene happened but this time, it happened to me. But luckily I didn’t feel that emotionally hurt to be sobbing in front of my friends.